im not even embarrassed if i do or tell something stupid about myself because let me tell you something funny about myself and you gonna laugh and tell me to more behave and such and then your day will be brighter like the sun come out from the clouds after the rain and comes rainbow shines through it and thats what im proud of on acting like a fool around them
i hate it when i step out from the bathroom, all my thoughts are gone. like WHAT THE HELL??!! It’s just another room for fuck sake, not another dimension. jeez
i make a fool of myself. i wonder if everyone will take serious of me after this.
so OVERWHELMED!!! (but at least i have a nice meal)
sometimes i read a sentence and had to double read it again because i didn’t understand the meaning of it although it is literally?? is this the effect of always sleep late??!! like maybe i’m overthinking about it??!! damn, this is why i have trust issues
When you got into job environment and do not know shit but after been to do their works and you still not knowing shit.

